There are more things in heaven and Earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy.
William Shakespeare, Hamlet
What I Am — Edie Brickell & New Bohemians
Are you what you are or what?
It really doesn’t matter to me what else I have accomplished in a given day if I haven’t read a little bit out of a book. I could have saved the world, slayed a monster, rescued a princess, anything goes. I still find myself feeling really low and my time wasted if I haven’t progressed at least a little bit on my literary journey. Some days I see a lot of progress, I can read and process information fairly quickly and I seem to have gotten better with time and practice. I believe I’m still growing. A lot of days, however, see me reading only a few paragraphs, yet I’m still crawling toward the inevitable goal. There are many reasons why I do this, why I am like this, but at the end it boils down to one thing: I think it makes me a better person. There’s a large majority of individuals in this world who either can not, will not, or do not read. They are not so concerned with their own personal education as they are other facets of their lives. This may serve them well in their purposes, but could never serve me in mine. I require constant intellectual sustenance. My appetite for knowledge cannot easily be satiated.
Think about the last book you enjoyed. Consider why you enjoyed it. What did you learn? What stuck out to you? Why did you choose that selection?
Your Mission, Should You Choose to Accept It.
Breakfast at Tiffany’s — Deep Blue Something
We can always find common ground.
I’m not like everyone else. That much is evident in the way that I walk, talk, and carry myself. The very way I perceive the world is unconventional. I’d like to think that I’m fairly enlightened, but the truth is more likely that I’m as ignorant as the next person. What sets me apart, in my estimation, is my ability to articulate my thoughts in a coherent and thoughtful manner. It takes time and effort to prepare my case. By the time I’m ready to argue, I’ve already won. Unfortunately, most people tend to dismiss things they do not immediately like or agree with. People like to resort to strawman arguments, goalpost moving, false equivalencies, and constantly bitching about the president to detract from the truth. I’ve been called every name under the sun. That’s the nature of things. I’d like to think that people can handle ideas, but the truth is more like the ideas are handling the people. Have you ever encountered someone who is ideologically possessed? What did you notice?
Give not that which is holy unto the dogs, neither cast ye your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn again and rend you.
Matthew 7:6, King James Version
I’m Not Like Everybody Else — The Kinks
Who really is though?
It seems to me, though, that people are more alike than they are different. I’m not that exceptional when the chips have finally fallen. I have my own talents and places where I shine bright enough, but there are many areas where I am as lost as any other sheep. And while I consider myself many things, and while a sheep surely is not one of those things (I see it as an insult), on some level we are all exactly that. Without leadership, without direction, anyone could become lost. This is unbelievably important. The greatest minds in all of history, the greatest people in all of history, not one person excepted, have all had someone or something they looked to for inspiration, motivation, and guidance. As a species, we have the unique benefit of learning from the lessons of our forebearers. If we cannot learn from the past, we are most certainly destined to repeat it. This is a truth that is echoing down do our very day.
I had visions, I was in them
I was looking into the mirror
To see a little bit clearer
Rottenness and evil in me.
Flagpole Sitta — Harvey Danger
The agony and the irony, they’re killing me.
I think back to my times of rebellion. As as person, I’ve always taken particular delight in being oppositional. I’ve taken up positions for the sake of being different. Sometimes I even knew I was wrong. Yet, it would not do for me to let another person be right. Looking back, I do actually think that this is a good thing. A person should be able to argue both sides of an argument if he, she, or it is really meant to understand it. There’s a place for playing the Devil’s Advocate. I like running countless hypothetical scenarios and examining the extremities of being in situations that are both highly unlikely and absolutely impossible. There is a utility in being able to distill ideas into their purest form, to be able to weigh them carefully, to be able to map them, and to reconstruct them in various capacities. There is nothing original in this world. Everything has been said before. They object is the understanding. Any programmed NPC can quote rabble jargon. It takes a true mind to extrapolate, interpret, and reflect actual data.
Babble babble bitch bitch
Rebel rebel party party
This Is The New Shit — Marilyn Manson
Stick your stupid slogan in.
A mistake isn’t worth making unless you learn from it. I’m the type of person who is constantly haunted by his past transgressions. I think about every sin I’ve ever committed. They might as well be carved into my flesh the way Nightcrawler’s were in the second X-Men film. I see myself as a piece of shit. This is all that I am. This is all that any of us are. The best I can really do is attempt to polish my turd before I die. I’m worth quite a bit, relatively speaking, but in the end I am merely dust. What lasting impact can one such as I have? While I’ve managed with great effort to banish, for the most part, the demons of bitterness and resentment from my psyche, I still struggle with my ego. I think about love that’s lost, about how poorly I’ve behaved, and I cringe with unfiltered regret. Regret over how I chose to conduct myself when I could have done better. I learned a long time ago that I have no one to blame but myself. That realization plays a large part in why I’m so keen on being better. I will not let my mistakes define me forever. I will get another chance to do the right thing, and when it comes I will seize it. There will be no one greater than my self by the time I am finished. This will be true, or I will die in the process. There is no other option.
For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.
Matthew 7:2, New International Version
I Want You — Savage Garden
I don’t need to try to explain.
That’s all for now.
Until next time,
Thank you;